i'd rather be[ALICE]alone

[bryson]

Alone I walk the winding road. It‘s over, no longer, I feel it growing stronger.
STUCK IN MY HEAD?!
WEARING?!

There was something about this day, this specific day that Bryson didn’t like. She didn’t know what it was, but she didn’t like it what so ever. It bothered her, and well, she knew there wasn’t much she could do about it. She laid in her bed, the one she never slept in, and looked up at her ceiling. Her stereo was blasting with music, and she didn’t really care if her ‘family’ up the road could hear it. She was glad that she got her old house to herself, she didn’t want these vampires in a house she grew up in. This cottage had so many memories, it sometimes hurt her to walk into the door and know that her human family wasn’t there anymore. Bryson had screwed up majorly when she had started her life as a vampire. Bryson didn’t like this life, she would have rather been dead then be undead. She didn’t like that she was forced to hear her family cry over her body, or that she had to watch her family pack up and move away from her. She had made a stupid mistake in watching them when she had awakened. She made the stupid mistake of sending them a picture of her being alive and happy. She had freaked them all out, and gave her vampire family even more reason to keep her. Power, that’s what they craved. Henry was a powerful man, and kept himself allied with the Volturi, people that Bryson didn’t like one bit. They were manipulative monsters in her eyes, and she wished that they would all die. Henry had considered giving her as a gift to them, to keep him on their good side, but decided against it. Bryson wouldn’t have gone, she wouldn’t have. Henry knew as much, that’s why he didn’t send her. How would it look to the Volturi if his made vampire ran from them? It would embarrass him, and he wouldn’t be able to show himself to them again. Good, Bryson hoped that he wouldn’t be able.

Bryson stretched her body across the bed, and walked into the living room. She didn’t know what she wanted to do. She knew she could stay here, but she wanted to go explore her town. Bryson knew it wasn’t much different from when she had left four years ago, but she could smell the new vampires that had come into town. It was interesting to know how many vampires had moved into town. She hadn’t realized that there were so many of them. Bryson moved swiftly through her house, thinking about this. She didn’t know how she felt about all these vampire threatening her town. She wondered how many of her friends were dating vampire. Or how many had been turned either by choice or by accident. Sure, Bryson took to her new life with ease, but she wouldn’t wish it on anyone else. She would hate to know that one of her friends had actually chosen this life. Bryson opened her fridge, took a baggie of blood, then walked back up stairs to change into something to go out in public in rather then her pajamas. She gathered her clothing, then walked to her bathroom. She didn’t have to take a shower, but she preferred to do so. She stood in the shower, the warm water didn’t effect her body like it would have as a human, so she didn’t stay in long. Just long enough to wash her hair and pale body. She got out, and quickly dressed, and blow dried her hair, then straightened it out. She grabbed her shoes and put them on while walking out the door.

She couldn’t remember the last time she had been to the meadow, but she knew she wanted to go back. She’d rarely gone when she was human because it posed a threat to her, according to her father. He was probably right, but New York had posed a more threat then some little meadow. Getting attack by one of your best friends father wasn’t the way Bryson wanted to go. It was like the ultimate humiliation, to have to look at the man and the boy who turned you into a monster. Bryson didn’t run super fast like most vampires would have, she wanted to take her time getting there. She wanted to take in the view with her vampire eyes, to see the type of things that she missed as a human. She learned that she had missed a lot as a human, but she would have rather missed a lot then be something like this. But since she couldn’t help it anymore, she just took what she could. Bryson honestly didn’t care anymore. She was a vampire, and a vampire she would be. She would hunt as one, kill as one, and act as one. Henry and Anabelle wanted her to go back to school, but Bryson refused. It had only been four years, they probably still had her on record from when she had graduated. So, Bryson had a job. Sort of, she worked at a bar in Seattle. It made money, and it gave her something to do.

Finally, Bryson made it to the small meadow. It was peaceful looking, and just as relaxing as she remembered. She walked to the edge, and sat down. The grass felt weird against her vampire skin. She could feel, hear, and see every little thing. It was so odd, but she went with it. Bryson could feel the warmth of the sun beating against her face, that was something that she thought she would never feel again. It felt so good, but it would have felt better as a human. She didn’t feel heat the same way anymore, it was just like rain against water, it blended in. She laid against the soft grass, and watched her skin sparkle. Bryson thought that was kind of gay. A vampire that sparkled? What the hell? Bryson heard ruffling within the forest, and jerked up. Her eyes narrowed towards the area she had heard it from. She sniffed the air, and knew it was another vampire. Great, can’t ever get a peaceful moment to myself, thought Bryson.

[/size][/color]

TAGS?!

[/color] Alice
STATUS?![/color] complete
LYRICS?![/color] Until the End by Breaking Benjamin
WORDCOUNT?![/color] 1,041
CREDIT?![/color] Chapel ?! Of Caution 2.0
[/center][/size]

[alicehale]

Alice was sitting on her bed. She listened to some music which was playing in the background. A small smile appeared on the little vampires face, as she let her thoughts follow the music. When her glance moved outside the window, she noticed that the weather was like most of the time rainy. But that was one of the reasons why the Cullens stayed in Forks. The constant rain and the cloud covered sky, made it easier to keep their secret. Sure still the humans in town did notice that the Cullens weren´t as normal as they pretended to be. Some of them reacted jealous, because of their good look for example. But there were also others which were cowed by their perfection. The little vampire thought that most humans reacted like that and they all thought they were perfect. But they really had their mistakes and habits as well. They might look perfect to humans, but they really weren´t. The immortal live brought new sites to live, Alice couldn´t deny that. Some of them were nice, like her new family, which she had found as a vampire. But there were also some bad, like the vampires which were drinking human blood. When Alice had become a vampire she had surely been not perfect, but she couldn´t imagine to have fun on hunting humans. To her it was simply disgusting, after all that was what vampires were humans, they had just better senses, other gifts and were immortal.

In that moment to Alice mind came her human life. It was a thought she couldn´t chase away, because in that case she was so different from the rest of her family. She was the only one of them who did not remeber her Past. Back in time she had nearly went crazy about it, she had tried to remeber. Not once she had been able to remeber a thing, she knew. So at some point in her vampire life she had started to search for her Past. What she had found out had been interesting to her but at the same time shocking. Now this days she knew a few things, but it was still different from remebering it, she told herself. After all she now knew that when she had been human her life had been really different from most humans. What she had found out had surprised her at some points. Her parents had sent her to an asylum, because of visions she had as a human. There she had spent most of her life, she had found out. Also she knew that she had a sister, named Cynthia. But her sister and her parents were all dead for a while already. She had found out that she still had a niece somewhere in Biloxi, Mississippi, the town where she was born. Now Alice knew that to all of this was more then people had known. Now as a vampire her special gift had just gotten stronger, so that now she had visions of the future. This visions most of the time were really helpfull and had safed her familys lives already a few times. But like she knew they weren´t perfect, if someone knew how to use the holes in them, they could simply make her go blind. What was one of the feelings Alice really disliked.

But she was also really touchy when it came to threads towards her family. She hated to see them in danger and she would have done everything for anyone of them. A sigh escaped the little vampires lips as she thought about it. Slowly she was starting to hear the music again. The dark haired girl had been lost deep in her thoughts and so everything around her had turned quiet for a moment. But now it seemed almost to loud and to noisy to her. So she got up and walked fastly over to the radio and turned it off. When she heared that downstairs it was completely quiet she was at first surprised. But in the next moment she thought that they maybe had just went hunting. For a short moment she felt annoyed about the fact that they had left without telling her. In the next she was happy for the silence. Alice told herself a moment later, that it was time to get out of this house. So she walked downstairs, grabbed her keys and walked out of the door. Then she started walking, she was not paying attention where she was going. If she was truthfull to herself, it didn´t mattered to her anyway. As soon as she walked into the forest she relaxed. She loved the nature around herself. Many people thought that the little chaty and energetic girl couldn´t be still for to long. But that wasn´t true. Out here in the forest she relied on her senses. She could hear the wind whistling through the trees, she saw the leaves moving in the wind and suddenly she smelled a famliar but at the same time unknown scent. Fastly she could tell it was another vampire, but simply not one of her family members. Alice started to run faster, so that she moved through the forest in supernatural speed. Until she reached the End of the trail. Alice noticed that she was at the small meadow where Bella and Edward spent some time, back in past. When she stepped out of the forest she looked around herself. Then she noticed a girl jerking up. One moment Alice was suprised and said fastly to the girl "Sorry I didn´t mean to disturb you!" Then her eyes met the other vampires and she tensed a little. It was easy to see for her that it was a red eyed vampire. Alice was unsure how to react best, so she decided to stay at first where she was.

Words: 987
Outfit: Click!
Tagged: Bryson!
Status: Complete!
Note: None!