you and I collide [rexx]

[may]

the dawn is breaking, a light shining through

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you’re barely waking and I’m tangled up in you
<< EVEN THE BEST FALL DOWN SOMETIMES, EVEN THE WRONG WORDS SEEM TO RHYME >>[/center]
Honestly, May didn’t know what she was getting herself into. She was just a complete fail at life these days. She obviously failed with boys; her track record proved that. Danny, Chase, that other one. She couldn’t even remember his name anymore. He was barely a blip on her radar. It was driving her nuts. It was like she couldn’t hold onto anyone permanently in her life. Her parents were gone, guys liked to mess with her mind, and she wasn’t in high school anymore so she never talked to people. Now she was just stuck with the people that decided to talk to her and the people that she had the misfortune of bashing into. She really needed to start watching where she was walking. She doubted that would ever happen though. She sometimes thought she was far too oblivious for life and frankly half the time she was right. She was too oblivious and too much in her own little world. She had to blame that on the fact that the world outside of her own was not very pleasant. What did it contain? Violence, stupidity, and people that were just waiting to leave her? That didn’t sound like fun to her.

What did sound like fun was this Rexx. Well, fun and fear. There was still something that bothered her about him, though she had known him for several weeks now. It was his eyes. She could not get over his eyes. She knew she was just crazy when she thought they reminded her of Danny’s eyes, but could she be right? After all, Danny was a vampire, Chase had been a werewolf. But no, no she was crazy. It was probably just some sort of genetic abnormality. Science was supposed to be on her side right now. Rexx was just a normal guy who happened to save her from some very bad people the night she had met him and now she was just making things up about him. He didn’t deserved to be thought of life that, especially when she was about to go on another date with him. She liked hanging out with him, quite honestly. He made her feel sort of…normal, for once in her life. He didn’t date her for her money- he didn’t even know about that yet, he didn’t date her to get into her pants- though she didn’t think she was pretty, and he just treated her nice. There was a serious lack of that in the world these days and it drove May insane.

May sighed as she looked in the mirror. Her hair was in its usual curly state that she didn’t feel like fixing, and instead she put it in on a low side ponytail and let her hair fall in the front of one shoulder. She threw on some jewelry, make up, and shoes before digging around for her car keys. She shoved a couple twenties in her bra- the best storage space- and wandered outside to her car. May was supposed to be meeting Rexx for ice cream soon and she figured it’d be best if she, you know, got there somehow. When you were supposed to meet up with something protocol generally dictated that you went and see them. That worked. She drove- it wasn’t all that far away from her house- and got their early was usual. She sucked at getting places on time. She was too worried that she would end up late and so she ended up early. Whatever, waiting was something she was completely used to. She found a tiny table and sat down and looked around the ice cream parlour in slight boredom. Things were more interesting when Rexx was there.

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Rexx woke up a little late today. "Shit, May is gonna kill me. I'm a little late. I'm gonna have to get ready very quickly."

[/b] He said to himself as he ran into his bathroom and took a quick shower. He got dressed quickly and was out the door in no time. Hopefully she wouldn't be too mad at him nor would she bitch him out. But then again he'd deserve it after all. How could he sleep in on her? He felt like a jackass and was going to apologize to her when he got there. They were meeting for ice cream and well he didn't eat human food. How he missed it though. He hated having to just drink blood for his source of nutrients. He ran to his vehicle and started the engine within seconds. Too bad he couldn't go back and get up earlier this morning. Ugh, he hated being late too. Especially being late with the girl of his dreams. God, he could be such a loser sometimes. This was what bothered him at times of why he couldn't stay with anyone. Because sometimes he was forgetful and late. Sometimes it wasn't the great time to be late or forget things either but it happened to him a lot. It wasn't like he meant it or anything because who would wanna be rude or forgetful all the time and not give a crap. He sighed lightly as he sped to May.

They had been getting to know one another lately though. He was falling for her more and more each time they'd hangout too. Rexx was smitten by May and hell she could do anything to him and he'd still care for her. It made him weak but he didn't care. He hoped she would never do anything to hurt him ever but you never knew. Maybe she didn't feel the same way about him like how he felt about her. He wanted to be with her but he figured it'd be better if they were to wait a little longer, it made more sense. Rexx wasn't sure if she knew that he was different. That he was a vampire. He hoped she wouldn't judge him on being a monster. He hadn't asked for this and well he was turned without his permission but who asked for your permission for anything these days? No one at all, sadly. It was like manners had fallen off of the world and were never going to come back. Rexx wished some people would get smacked for being so rude. He believed in being the perfect gentleman and opening the car door for the women. He was very polite and now he owed May a great deal for him being late to their ice cream date.

He was sure she was gonna ask why he hadn't had any ice cream nor wanted any. Then he'd have to tell her. Rexx didn't want to tell her but she'd find out eventually. News traveled faster around Forks, La Push and the other areas about who was what and etc. It was terrible for such a great town to turn into gossip central. But what could you do? Nothing at all, some people never changed. He had gotten there finally. He felt relived and was glad he was finally here. Rexx saw May go to her car and smiled. Then watched her as she walked into the ice cream parlor. He pulled into a parking spot and parked his vehicle as he jumped out and ran into the ice cream place. He was in a rush for sure. Sorry May, I totally slept pass my alarm going off. Can I make it up to you by buying you your ice cream?"[/b] Rexx asked May as he smiled widely at her. She was truly amazing and he couldn't wait to call her, his.

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[may]

the dawn is breaking, a light shining through

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<< may a n n a notte >>
you’re barely waking and I’m tangled up in you
<< EVEN THE BEST FALL DOWN SOMETIMES, EVEN THE WRONG WORDS SEEM TO RHYME >>[/center]
May was never much of a fan of dates that involved eating. She always felt super awkward. It wasn’t that she had some sort of eating disorder or something like that, but there was a question that she always dreaded. Can you cook? Well now, Mr. Invisible Man, May could not cook. May was a very bad cook and bad things always happened when she attempted to. Just asked the burned down kitchen and several dead appliances that had come from her cooking terror. After her parents died she pretty much lived on things she didn’t have to cook, like salad and cereal, and an assortment of take out food she could actually stand. She wasn’t one really for fast food, but she could deal with pizza or Chinese food every once and awhile. Most of the time she just stuck with cereal for breakfast, salad for lunch, and whatever she could find for dinner. She thought it was a very good system and she was still alive so she was obviously doing something right. The problem was, she didn’t want a guy she was dating to know that she couldn’t cook. She was pretty sure guys liked it when their girlfriend could cook them yummy meals. May could certainly pay for someone else to cook something delicious, but she couldn’t actually do it herself.

She hoped that Rexx didn’t care about that stuff. Or she at least hoped he didn’t find out about her lack of culinary skills until way after they had been dating for a long time, that way he wouldn’t care about tiny things like that. But when you first start dating someone, sometimes it can be the tiny things that matter most. Oh well. She sighed and drove along, imaging crazy things in her mind. When she had been dating Danny he was always on time everywhere, but that was because he was a crazy vampire that didn’t sleep. Apparently the whole sleeping coffins during the day time thing didn’t exist. They just didn’t sleep. Weirdos. But Rexx was not a vampire, he was not a werewolf; he was just a human. Just like she was a human. She really needed to stop getting so wrapped up in dumb things that weren’t even true about a person otherwise she was going to drive herself completely insane. Then again, sometimes May wondered if she had already passed that point of insanity. It was a very likely thing. After all, most geniuses were a bit insane, otherwise they’d be too perfect. Rexx seemed to be crazy perfect. Gorgeous, nice, funny, smart, everything. It kind of made her a bit mad in a way because he was so perfect yet she felt so imperfect. But she liked him lots and felt herself falling for the silly guy.

May pulled up to the ice cream place and wondered just how many people like her had come here for dates before. May was fairly unimaginative when it came to dating so this was the only place her dumb mind could think of going right now. For some reason, whenever Rexx and May went on a date, it was always the ones he planned that she thought personally were better. She wondered if he thought the same way. May had been oblivious until May snuck up on her. She turned and smiled happily at him. “It’s okay, I just got here anyways,”[/color] she said. See? He was sleeping. Vampires didn’t sleep so obviously he was human. Stupid May. “Hmm….I guess I could let you do that…as long as it’s Oreo,”[/color] she said. Every time she saw him it never ceased to amaze her how awesome he was. It was completely unfair and if she was any other type of girl she probably would have jumped him by now. “What’s your favourite flavour?”[/color] she asked as they got in the line for the ice cream. She knew it was probably a dumb question but she seemed to find herself sometimes a bit tongue tied around him. It was all his fault.

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May was one tricky girl to figure out. Rexx still didn't quite know what the deal was with this girl. But he was determined to find out and hopefully make her, his for a long time. He'd have to tell her first that he was a vampire. Rexx honestly didn't know how well she'd take that either. He hoped for the best and for her not to freak out on him. That was all he needed. The girl that he really liked to freak out and not talk to him ever again. He'd be heart broken quite a bit even though they weren't dating. He had this connection or bond with her. And he couldn't explain it or put his finger on it. Which bugged the hell out of him. It just made her seem like she was untouchable to him. He'd go through hell just to call her, his. He didn't mind doing a few more dates with her because it just made them get to know one another more and more each date. That wasn't a bad thing at all. He wanted to know everything about May and more.

The next time they would go on a date. He thought about having her over to his place for dinner and some movies. Something simple and easy. Rexx was a superb cook and well he never had a complaint. Now, he'd have to clean his mansion if she did decide to come over. Rexx would just have to see what she liked to eat and he'd be more than happy to cook it for her. He missed cooking meals for his mother when she was alive. Sometimes he wondered if the vampire would come back for him or try to harm anyone in his life that meant something to him. Which right now would be May. But he'd die saving her. There was no way in hell he'd let anyone hurt her on his watch. Rexx sometimes would watch her when she didn't know it. He'd never tell her this either because she'd probably think he was some sort of stalker or something. He just wanted her protected and safe. And that was his job other than liking her a great deal. It wasn't like he watched her changed and shit. That would be disgusting and pervertish. Okay, sometimes he was like but he never saw her naked or even wanted to look. Because if things were suppose to happen like that with her and him then they would.

He didn't know exactly how he was going to explain to her why he wasn't going to eat any ice cream. Since they were going to a ice cream place. What was he thinking? Well, he'd have to tell her sometime that he was a vampire. Before they even made it official. Because he didn't wanna have her with him if she wasn't comfortable with him being a vampire. Of course he had to be a blood thirsty vamp that had to feed off of humans. Damn that vampire for turning him into this monster. Rexx really hated being a vampire, honestly. He wish there was a potion he could take to make this whole thing go away. He sighed heavily to himself as he looked at May. She looked so innocent to him and he was so not innocent. He wished he was for her. Rexx didn't think he was any good for May sometimes. But he couldn't help wanting her for himself and only him. He'd feel sorry for any other man that tried to touch her or get with her. He was very protective over her and sometimes it was unbearable or unreal to him. Rexx had never felt this way about a girl in his whole life. Her smile brightened up his day. "Oh, okay. You got it!

[/b] Shit!!! He had just lied to her. He wanted to bash his face in right then and there. What the hell was he doing? Rexx couldn't believe he had just said that. Now, she totally thought he was human. What an idiot.! "Hmmmm, my favorite flavor would have to be chocolate and raspberry ice cream twisted together."[/b] He replied smiling at May. They had gotten to the front of the line. So, he didn't know how he was going to get out of the whole not getting ice cream deal. "I'm not really hungry right now to be honest, May. But what kind of Oreo ice cream do you want? They have cones, blizzards and I think sundae's?"[/b] He asked her, they had moved a little more up the line.

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[may]

the dawn is breaking, a light shining through

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<< may a n n a notte >>
you’re barely waking and I’m tangled up in you
<< EVEN THE BEST FALL DOWN SOMETIMES, EVEN THE WRONG WORDS SEEM TO RHYME >>[/center]
May hated that she had to over analyse everything. Like holy crap, she just couldn’t leave well enough alone, could she? She sort of hated herself for it. It drove her completely nuts and she never got anywhere with it. It didn’t help that one of her exes was a vampire and another one of her exes was a werewolf and they both openly admitted that to her. She tried to save one of them and he didn’t want her. She had thought that things were well with the werewolf guy but apparently in the end he didn’t want her either. And that thing with the last guy didn’t seem to last more than five seconds. She hated her luck with guys, but somehow for once something was going right, at least she hoped it was. Knock on wood. At least Rexx didn’t seem to be losing interest in her faster than she could ask to pass the salt. She wasn’t sure how long that was going to last though. Was it bad that she was so paranoid? Yes, but it wasn’t her fault. Obviously her past had left her with many scars that she was going to have a very hard time healing. That wasn’t to say she’d never try. She’d try whole-heartedly and she HAD been trying. It was just hard when every other guy she’d come across seemed to break her heart in some way or another. Seriously, was anyone going to ever give her a break?

She hoped that Rexx would be that person that just took it easy on her. She didn’t want someone that was after her money, she didn’t want someone that was after her body, and she didn’t want someone that was just going to mess with her. She just wanted him to be normal and to love her. Was that really so much to ask? Hell, she’d settle for just having the love part. He didn’t have to be normal. He could turn into a fucking giant purple elephant with green spots on holidays and she wouldn’t care. Just as long as he loved her and wasn’t going to mess with her like the other guys had. She couldn’t afford to have that happen again. But so far dating Rexx had been simple and easy and she liked that. Of course, when she got around to over analysing it all it kind of sucked and made her think things that weren’t even possible. But when she relaxed and just looked at Rexx for who he was, she was happy. He just made her…happy. And she was definitely more than glad to be going on this date with him right now. She just prayed that he didn’t get tired of her. God, she really was insecure now, wasn’t she? Hopefully she could beat that out of herself one day. May smiled and just wanted to get this date over with. Not that she wasn’t looking forward to it, she was just nervous. If it was over, then her nervousness would be over. But then again she supposed that being nervous and getting butterflies was half the part of dating.

“Oh, aren’t you an adventurous one?”[/color] she grinned as she teased him slightly. She never really thought to mix different ice creams together. She was usually content just picking one that was like…a flavour. Ha, there was no better way to describe it, she supposed. Maybe that was because her favourite flavours weren’t really ones you mixed with others. That probably made more sense. May frowned slightly and looked at him. “Are you sure you don’t want anything? I’d feel weird getting something if you didn’t,”[/color] she admitted. She hated eating in front of other people. It wasn’t like she had some freaking eating disorder, she was just weird. It probably had something to do with her complete inability to cook. She failed so hardcore when it came to the kitchen. “Just a cone though,”[/color] she shrugged. “Actually, in a little bowl. I feel like if I got a cone I’d have to eat it fast or it’d just melt everywhere.”[/color] That would be just her luck. May still felt bad that they were on a date that he didn’t even want to get something at. Maybe this wasn’t the best place to go? Well, she knew that for future reference. “I hope you don’t get hungry later if we’re at my house or something. I can’t cook,”[/color] she admitted with a small nervous laugh. With some boys that was a deal breaker. Then again, she was by all technicalities rich and could afford to just take her man out somewhere. But generally she didn’t tell guys that right away. Rexx sure didn’t know yet.

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